Candy Lips

I saw this picture today in a magazine. I can't stop thinking about it. It makes me wish that my lips were made of peppermint. I really don't know why. But, I do know that I had to blog about it. It's the little things in life, right?

Love Yourself

Its true, when I ♥ Me then I can ♥ You.

When life doesn't make sense...

When life doesn't make sense and your world is spinning round and round...get Yogurtland. It puts life back into place.

Growing Up

As I get older I realize that my patience for people and their bull shit becomes less and less.

I see that my group of friends gets smaller and smaller.

As I get older I see that the family members I grew up thinking always believed in me, in fact do not.

I know that some people in my life keep me hidden from others because of who I am, and some people in my life exploit me to others because of who I am.

As I get older I realize that the people who I chose to keep in my life love me whole heartedly for who I am and the people who do not will slowly fade out.

"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not."

An inspiration...in fashion.

"Fashion does not have to prove that it is serious.

It is the proof that intelligent frivolity can be something creative and positive." - Karl Lagerfeld

Los Angeles Views and Margaritas

Beautiful Saturday with some of the most important people in my life. Pool time followed by Happy Hour at "Mexico" in LA. Although you all probably think my favorite part about this place was the Margaritas...it wasn't. It was the amazing view from the top. A reminder of why I love my home and the people in my life. Pinch yourself in moments like these.

Just Walk Beside Me and Be My Friend

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Just walk beside me and be my friend.-- Albert Camus

A Quote

"If you obey all the rules you miss all the fun"

Katherine Hepburn

First edition of my obsessions - Haribo Gummi Bears

Don't start eating them unless you want to end up like me and have three 3 pound bags in your house. Once you eat one, you can't stop.

Why can't we all have a Wonderland?

Last week I was lucky enough to be invited to the "Alice in Wonderland" cast and crew screening. Alice in Wonderland is my all time favorite Disney Movie. I loved the original and I loved the new one. The blast of color that came through my 3D glasses made me happy and feel like a kid for 2 hours. Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter just made me feel like my crazy thoughts at any moment in time were like that of a new born babies compared to his.

Throughout the movie I found myself wishing I had a Wonderland to go to. A place to go when times are tough and life is just to confusing. A place that you have made for yourself that no one else really knows about. Just you and your made up animals that can talk. Your happy place. In my head I have exactly what my Wonderland would be like and who would be there. During the 2 hours I was lost in Wonderland at the El Capitan Theater, the big question of the night was "Are you the real Alice, Is this the real Alice?"...and I couldn't help but wonder...am I the real Alice?

P90 HELL

One week ago I decided to take on yet another commitment. This time its not a commitment to be somewhere or a commitment to do something...it's a commitment to myself. I began doing P90X which is 90 straight days of working out. If you know me at all you know that I am a workaholic and bite off way more then I can chew. So why not make a promise to myself that I will get through this 90 days?? Because once I make the promise their is no turning back...yes, I think I might be slightly OCD. I could go on and on about P90x, but Im going to get straight to the point. Its a living hell. Their is a man that comes on my TV every morning and or night and literally makes me kick my own ass. I could choose to turn him off, but I just can't. I have to complete this 90 days.

Introducing the man who is ruining my life.

Question of my life

Why can't we ever just let things go? Why must we always try to analyze every part of life instead of just trusting we did everything we could do and know everything will fall into place when its supposed to? It's what we as people battle daily. Why, what if, if i did this differently maybe this would have happened, blah blah blah. From this day forward I am not analyzing anything anymore. I will trust that the man above has my plan all mapped out for me.